It isn't suppose to be like this - Missing Oscar Day 18

Today isn’t suppose to look like this. Brian and I weren’t supposed to be in the kitchen together before he headed to work. I am not supposed to be sitting here now, drinking a cup of coffee waiting for Theodore to wake up.

It’s January 3, 2018, Washington Local Schools first day back from winter break. Today was the first day we were going to begin what NICU life and work life looked like meshed together.
Our plan: Brian would stay all night at the hospital with Oscar and leave for work about 7am. I would stay at home with Theodore and drop him at the sitter and be to the hospital by 8am. Then Kris, Oscar’s Grandma/Brian’s Mom, would cover the 7-8am shift, the time Brian left till I arrived.

We don’t have to do that today, we don’t have to come up with a new plan if that one doesn’t work, we don’t, we don’t, we don’t and I am so sad that we don’t...

We do though have the opportunity to love one another today, to make someone else feel important, and to remember and celebrate Oscar

💚by doing those 2 things.

You are greatly missed Oscar and you are forever in our hearts. #OscarStrong #TeamOscar

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