Christmas in Heaven

December 22, 2017 was your original due date and instead it became the day we buried you and remembered your life with others.

I will never forget watching your Dad, pick up your little white casket from the back of the hearse and carrying you to your final resting place. It was a gloomy day that day, overcast, it was as if the clouds  were joining in our sadness over laying you to rest.

2 years later it is a much different day. The sun  was out, and although there is still much sadness over you not being here with us. We actually have joy and hope again. We miss you Oscar Graham , but we are healing and we know we will see and hold you again.

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Today at church I was chuckling at the songs they choose to play at the end of service they weren’t Christmas  songs. Well it is because they were meant for someone like me to hear today as a sweet reminder that God knows my heart and he has Oscar  “Till He returns or calls me home”. Thank you Westgate Chapel Worship Team for following what the Lord leads you to do.

In Christ Alone by Geoff Moore

Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My comforter, my all in all
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
Till on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live 

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand

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